Saturday, September 5, 2009

identity crisis

It finally struck me that THAT must have been the underlying/subconscious reason for cutting off my hair - my fear of sex. My lack of desire. My ardent desire to NOT.

Women find other women with short hair to be cute, but men don't find it so attractive. Especially when the girl in question used to have long red hair, and it's now cropped above her ears and dark brown.

It's this androgyny, it's killing me. I want to feel feminine again.