Thursday, September 17, 2009

lookbook.nu

So, being on lookbook is weird. I feel like I'm much more cynical about the entire thing now. I'm not into as many outfits as I used to be - I look more for the beauty of the person, now.

Roo had some sort of seizure fit, Mum needs a hysterectomy, and Liam is taking up half of my bed.

If Dr. B doesn't let her become the receptionist, we're screwed (more than we are already). 6-8 weeks out, plus the danger of the surgery since she was operated on in the same area only two years ago . . . It's a good thing I came home, because I would have had to halfway through the semester anyways. Frere will be, as always, absolutely no help, and I'd have been (even more of) a nervous wreck if I were there while she was in the ICU again.

I'm applying to wash dishes at Havenwood. I can't imagine it will be all that bad, and it's right next door, so I won't have to worry about the bus or the car.

Goals:

Gain three lbs
Yoga every morning and evening
Be quieter around the house! And in general.
Read all my books and Mum's before getting any from the library!
Read two books a week.
Go to family gatherings with an open mind.
Work on Quest every day, or, if really stuck, work on other writing.
Develop "Dear" and "In Hospital".
Go online only every morning to check all my sites, and every evening.
Go for a walk or bike ride every day (preferably both).
Save up either for an iPhone or a cell, iPod, and camera.
Get Mum the Buddha statue for Christmas!
Actively seek out a counselor for the anxiety/depression.
NOT think about college for at least a month.
Reply to people's emails and inboxes in a more timely manner!
Post one lookbook look per morning.
Watch more movies/catch up on LOST, Gossip Girl, Gilmore Girls . . .
Go through stuff and donate more of it.
Bake more! Cookies and apple crisp.
Make dinner every night (unless Mum is making something special). Eat a veggie EVERY night!