I need this to stop. This coming and going, this wishing and washing.
Please someone tell me what to do. I can't keep exerting this much energy on plans that just fall through. Of my own accord. Am I incapable of seeing things through? I grew up in a dreamworld, and now you expect me to function properly. I have the feeling it may take the rest of my life to come to grasps with being a normal human being.
